haiz damn sianz ar.....sumtimes when think back...when a relationship gets longet....more things happen....i'm so unhappy nowadays....

firstlty....i dun think i will score well in my exam....wanted to study for a beri long time bt keep gg out wif him....nv even haf a chance for mi to study....n yet ask mi to study 1 day before the exam...saying if u prepare early u oso sure forget de so wad's the point....sometimes i really felt tht he is really selfish...really dun knw y he gt tis kind of attitude....n i aim to score higher bt he will jus discourage mi in any way saying tht pass can already lo still wan aim so hign for wad....bt i think back my parents pay for mi to study leh not u leh....y u as my bf discourage mi rather than courage mi to score well....2 papers past....i think i gonna work part time to earn money for my re-take paper le.....Y IS HE SO SELFISH.....den when his exam cum he will tell mi he nd to study liao tis n tht.....he can study few days before n i can't coz jus to pei him.....haiz.....damn FUCK UP la.....

secondly, whenever he gt his family gathering mi n he asked mi to go....i'm sure unhappy inside my heart de....coz he will always find ways n treat mi like his clown to suan mi in front of his family....damn fuck up oso n i really damn dislike it.....i think i'm not gonna go for his family gathering again....i kinda of fear le....whenever he cum my family gathering....i nv even did tht to him coz i knw he will show face n he always tend to ask mi leave early when i gt my family gathering...for his leh we gt to stay till everything finish....as usual his selfish thinking only his family impt not mine.....BUT RMB TIS I WILL ALWAYS PUT MY FAMILY FIRST THAN URS............I WILL NOT GET INFLUENCE BY U.....

right now i gonna save money for my re-take paper i will take my re-take paper at least once....60 bulks haiz....i gt no extra income....money always not enuff for mi to use no matter how cum my parents gave mi....*ting feeling so hurt n sad of his attitude n his characters*