today afternoon actually wanted to meet my parents at cck for shopping de...bt when i was picking my clothes...i realise 1 thing...where is my 593 levis jean??? start to search my whole room...up and down...everywhere...the service balcony...my two bro's room their cupboard...my parents room...everywhere....jus couldn't find it...really dun knw where my mu had placed it after washing...called my mum asking her where she put...she told mi jus washed it ytd wad...so went to the service balcony again...looking inside the washing machine...n it was empty...starting to be beri beri sad n my tears drop...my eldest bro was oso helping mi to look for it bcoz he wanted to send mi to cck...i was thinking....i gt 3 levis jeans...y the latest 1 missing n not the old wan...was really pissed off by this....bought it for tis yr new yr de...if the 577 or 550 lost still nvm coz i wore it for quite long le...bt the 593 lost leh....keep on calling my mum asking her to cum back...n asked my bro to leave first n dun wait for mi anymore...so he left...

few hours later...my parents back home le...searching inside my room n it was really missing...weird rite....was really upset leh...though u all might think tht a levis jean to mi is nth lo...bt i jus treasure everythign i had tht my parents buy for mi lo...i can tell u guys even when i was young those things tht my parents bought for mi is still there lo....so tears was dripping again n again...den my dad was telling mi...nvm la...tml we go buy again lo....tht's nth to cry de...n i oso dun knw how cum i can cry so easy lo...haha....n guess wad...tht's a stand in my sec bro room...my mum went in n saw my jean hanging there lo...n it was hiding behind where no ones will realise it lo...weird rite

wow....finally found it...n it was a relief lo...so happy after tht....coz no matter wad i haf...i will always keep it de lo...especially when my parents bought it de...even when they bought a hp for mi...is old le...i will oso nv sell it de lo...it's mine means it's mine lo...i will still keep it de lo....

yup...it's christmas day....but i spent whole day at home...coz falling sick....sad rite...wanted to go out...bt no energy...haha....so update blog lor....quite fan la...last wk b4 going for the camp...he called mi...i felt tht he was treating mi like his spare...i might be misunderstood him wif him n his ex...n maybe i was too harsh when we about to hang up the phone...before hanging up the phone...he told mi k la go rest le...will call u back again...i was like abit piss off le since ater he met his ex...i told him straight...huh no need la....go call ur ex can le...n he was huh oh ok...n we hang up le...n tht was the last time tht we chat till today....nv contact at all le...he even nv msg mi asking mi did i work on sat or sun....no more le....is totally silent frm him le....am i doing the right things...i dun knw...i'm confuse totally confuse...i jus felt tht he nv appreciate mi for wad i've done for him at all...bt i appreciate his concern n the lunch tht he bought for mi when i'm at work n instead of buying for himself lunch he only buy for mi...i appreciate it...bt he jus take mi for granted after he met his ex....telling mi he miss eating sushi...i went to buy for him b4 going work...buy liang cha when he is sick...bt wad i get in the end....after seeing his ex he had forgotten everything....